Present

People always said that it is important to live the present. But it doesn't mean that we dont have to think at all about the future. We do have to prepare for the future too but stressing too much about it wont make any differences. Same goes to dealing with the past. It doesn't mean that we need to totally forget the past. The past make us who we are today. There are times when we do have to wrap ourselves in the past so that we know we do have some memories about our life. 

As for me, I have a feeling that lately i finally managed to focus on the present. I can pretty much say that this is me and this is going with the flow at its finest. I do think about the future but not as much as i used too. I like to think of it as a surprise. I like to think of the future as something that i look forward to but at the same time i am enjoying the present. That is why it is called present. Its a gift. 

There's a saying that no matter how much guilt you feel, you can never change the past and no matter how much worries you feel, you can never predict the future so why stress out? I am unfolding a day at one time. Slowly. If something good will happen, it will happen eventually. If something bad will happen, who am i to say no to that. To be honest, if we really believe in god, there's nothing we should feel scared of. I know that people might say it is easier said than done but deep down i know that i am going with the flow now. I am paranoid. Still. But i have let go a lot of things that i hold on to. Im letting it go doesnt mean i didnt hold it at all. I'm losing it and not holding it as tight as i used to. If it belongs to me, it will. If my dreams will come true, it will. So yeah. I am basically holding it. Not that hard. Only god knows what i am hoping for. As for now, i am enjoying the present. Whatever it might be. 

Till then,

-WANIE-